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What Is Love?
Ep 10 : First night together?

*Few hours later*

About midnight, my house bell is ringing loudly. I feel extremely annoyed. Who in the world would come at this time at someone's house! With a heavy heart, I go to open the door when I see someone that I am waiting for is standing right in front of me.

I drop my jaw as I see him shivering from the coldness. He smiles while looking at me.

"Shi..shi..la,” he stutters. I am still in shock, but he suddenly falls on my shoulders. I can't take his heavy weight thus both of us fall on the ground. I sit on the ground with his head on my body. He looks so pale and I'm panicking. The weather outside is chilling and I can't even carry him inside. I'm too small of a person. To make matter worse, I live alone here in the house so there’s no one that can help me at this time.

I try to wake him up as I don't want him to stay like that until morning. Not when the weather is so bad outside. Even I am getting cold now.

I gently touch his pale face and try to make him awake, but he still doesn't move. Honestly, I am panicking. What if something happens to him? Why does he suddenly appear in front of my door?

"Daesung sshi*? Daesung sshi*, please wake up. Do you hear me? Please, I am sorry, but I couldn't carry you inside. You need to wake up and follow me inside," I speak gently to his ear. Hoping he will hear me.

It's been five minutes since he passed out. I can't even leave him there or bring him inside. We're stuck at the front door. My back feels warmer than my face. I can't let this happen for longer. Then I decide to drag him inside with the last bit of the energy that I have.

It doesn't feel good to drag him like that, but at least it works. I'm letting out a sigh. He is lying at the living room. After I bring all his luggages and backpacks inside, I quickly get him a blanket and pillow to keep him warm. I remember when I touch his face just now, he doesn't seem to have any fever. Perhaps he was just too tired. Suddenly all my anger disappears after looking at his conditions.

I want to head into my room, but afraid if he suddenly gets fever while he's sleeping. So I decide to stay beside him all night.

I take a closer look at his face. It's so pure and innocent. I feel like I want to hug and kiss him all night, but I just restrain myself from doing that. He needs a rest. I can't make him uncomfortable. I just recline there with my own pillow and blanket. I feel so sleepy that I don't know when I fall asleep.

The next morning, I feel so warm and comfort. I don't even open my eyes, but I can feel the warm as if someone is hugging me. Then I realize I was in his arms. I want to push him, but it feels so nice to be in his arms. Instead of pushing him away, I wish we could stay like this forever. I miss him so much.

Wait! When did he pull me into the same blanket as him? Was it just now? Was it last night? But he passed out last night! My eyes suddenly open wide. I turn my body to face him. Turns out he is smiling at me. Erk.. my heart...

It pumps like I am running a 100-meter race!

When I look into his eyes, I can't keep a straight face. I keep on smiling and looking at him.

"Love you," he whispers softly. His eyes, nose, lips, everything looks too perfect. I keep my distance from him as he might need some space, but turns out he pulls me closer. I am nervous. He kisses my forehead. It's so lovely. I close my eyes. He doesn't seem like he’s going to stop there. He brings his lips down to my nose, carefully to the last tip of my nose, and touch my lips.

I push him away. He startled.

"What happens?" he asks.

I open my eyes, stand up, and move towards the toilet.

"At least let's brush our teeth before any kissing. That's gross," I tell him.

He can only laugh. Then he quickly gets up from bed and sit there for a few seconds. Then he comes to the toilet where I am brushing my teeth.

"What the! I'm using it now. Please wait for your turn," I tell him.

But he seems to not listen to my words. He just comes in as the door is not close. He stands beside me, close the door and lock it. My eyes are becoming wider. What the hell does he think he's doing in my bathroom with me still brushing my teeth?! He smiles. That looks so mischievous. I suddenly feel a chill all over my body.

"Ah seriously..." I am literally talking with the toothbrush still in my mouth. He grins. I look at him with an annoyed face.

"I want to brush my teeth as well. Why?" He tells me. I stare at him with such a fierce look.

"Whoa take it easy. I am not going to eat you or what," he said looking at me while getting ready to brush his teeth.

When we're both done, I push him to go outside as I'm going to take a bath.

"Honey, let's wash together".

I open my eyes real big. Has he gone mad?

“Are you crazy?! Why would I have a shower with you".

"Come on honey..." he comes closer. I don't realize when did I back off from him until I reach the wall. I'm stuck there. There's no more place to go.

"Hey! Hey! Don’t come nearer!" I scream it to his face.

"But why? Do you really hate it?" he asks.

I turn my face away. He looks like he's been enjoying this. When he finally comes real close to me, I can feel the water from the shower touch my body. I look at him. Both of us are basically drench. The water prevents me from opening my eyes, so I close them. Then I suddenly can feel his hand touching my face, sweeping the water that is pouring on my eyes. I still close my eyes, but slowly I become calmer and less nervous.

Suddenly I can feel his red lips on mine. I open my eyes immediately. I can feel his soft lips kissing me dearly. I don't respond for a few seconds. He continues to kiss me. One of his hand is already around my waist. Hugging it tightly. The other one is holding my face. Stroking my cheek gently. His body is basically touching mine, pressing it on the wall. I can hardly breathe as I reply his soft kiss.

We both are enjoying this moment. After a few long weeks not seeing each other, both of us seems to really miss the moment of being together, and the feeling of not wanting to let go. At least for now.

*Writer's note: Lol I'm teasing you guys real hard lollol. Sorry for the dissappointment.. but tbh haha it is too fast for the "real" first night. Anyway, thanks for the support. Love you guys. Will post again later.