What Is Love?
Ep 5 : Confession
"(Y/N) ah, you better tell me what's wrong. I can't figure it out by myself. You seems so sad. As if I'm gonna leave you here all by yourself forever," he says clearly.
"Annya. Dega jjinja gwenchana," I lie to make him feel at ease.
"Jjinja yo?" he asks.
I smile. Luckily I manage to hide my sad feelings. Then he smiles as well after seeing me smile. We continue our walk at the park, sharing more stories between ourselves.
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It's been almost a week since I came to Korea. I met Daesung two days ago to say goodbye, as he'll be busy preparing for the comeback. He still does not know about the phone call, and I still don't know who that lady is.
We text each other everyday. Even once a day, to say hi, goodnight and else. He seems to care so much about me. I don't realize how much I've fall for him at that moment, as I thought I may just like him as a fan.
I'll be going back tomorrow to States. I honestly can't hide the sad feeling of leaving Korea. It gave me such a wonderful moments while I'm staying here. I have no idea when will I be able to come back here again after this. And Daesung? Perhaps I'll be just in his memory as a fan.
There's only one hour left before I need to board my flight. I don't know why at that time I really wish Daesung could come and say goodbye. I know he won't. He's too busy right now. I'm listening to bigbang music to fill up my time. That's when I hear a chaos in the airport. I thought that could only happens because there are some idols that perhaps just get back to Korea after a trip outside of the country. Little that I know about the footsteps that were heading towards me.
I am still focusing on the song. It is playing 'I love you' from Daesung. And somehow it makes me want to cry. Then I see a pair of legs standing in front of me. It's too close that I think I won't be able to stand up from the bench. I see the shoes. Looks like Daesung's shoes when we went out that night. He is still standing right there. Not moving an inch. I'm feeling weird. Still, I don't raise up my head. He took out my headphone. I open my eyes wide, surprised with the brave action. Then I hear his voice.
"(Y/N) ah... don't you want to see me before you go? I miss you so much".
That voice! The voice I'm waiting for! But it's impossible! He can't be here! He touch my shoulders softly. Just like he did before. I can still remember it exactly. Slowly, I raise my head, looking at the person standing in front of me.
He's smiling, but with tears. I never see him like that before. He was always making me laugh with his jokes, smiling whenever I seems to blushing with his action, and always give me a good time. This time, it's different. He totally had tears in his eyes that he tries to hold.
I stand up. Looking at him deeply. I wish I could hug him, but there's so many people here. As if he knows what I want, he pull me towards him, hugging me tightly, as if he don't wanna let me go. I startled. Don't know wether I should hug him back or just let him be. But I can really feel the warm of his hug. I can feel the love he's holding inside himself.
I try to push him after a few moments. Afraid people will make it viral. He still got the tears in his eyes. His nose, lips are red. Even his ears. I could surely see how he's feeling right now.
"I love you, (Y/N) ah.." with that he kiss me dearly. I almost can't breathe, but then I can't stop myself from kissing him back. I've always waiting for this moment. Even I start to fill my eyes with tears at that time. People are starting to take pictures, but he seems like he don't care.
After the kiss, he continues
"All this while, I thought I just like you because you're my fan. But today when I know it's the last day you're here, I can't stop myself from thinking that I will lose you forever, and I don't want that to happen," he explains.
I can't respond to that since I don't know how this relationship will bring us. I mean, this might be the last time that we meet. Why does he needs to tell me all this right now!
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Ep 5 : Confession
"(Y/N) ah, you better tell me what's wrong. I can't figure it out by myself. You seems so sad. As if I'm gonna leave you here all by yourself forever," he says clearly.
"Annya. Dega jjinja gwenchana," I lie to make him feel at ease.
"Jjinja yo?" he asks.
I smile. Luckily I manage to hide my sad feelings. Then he smiles as well after seeing me smile. We continue our walk at the park, sharing more stories between ourselves.
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It's been almost a week since I came to Korea. I met Daesung two days ago to say goodbye, as he'll be busy preparing for the comeback. He still does not know about the phone call, and I still don't know who that lady is.
We text each other everyday. Even once a day, to say hi, goodnight and else. He seems to care so much about me. I don't realize how much I've fall for him at that moment, as I thought I may just like him as a fan.
I'll be going back tomorrow to States. I honestly can't hide the sad feeling of leaving Korea. It gave me such a wonderful moments while I'm staying here. I have no idea when will I be able to come back here again after this. And Daesung? Perhaps I'll be just in his memory as a fan.
There's only one hour left before I need to board my flight. I don't know why at that time I really wish Daesung could come and say goodbye. I know he won't. He's too busy right now. I'm listening to bigbang music to fill up my time. That's when I hear a chaos in the airport. I thought that could only happens because there are some idols that perhaps just get back to Korea after a trip outside of the country. Little that I know about the footsteps that were heading towards me.
I am still focusing on the song. It is playing 'I love you' from Daesung. And somehow it makes me want to cry. Then I see a pair of legs standing in front of me. It's too close that I think I won't be able to stand up from the bench. I see the shoes. Looks like Daesung's shoes when we went out that night. He is still standing right there. Not moving an inch. I'm feeling weird. Still, I don't raise up my head. He took out my headphone. I open my eyes wide, surprised with the brave action. Then I hear his voice.
"(Y/N) ah... don't you want to see me before you go? I miss you so much".
That voice! The voice I'm waiting for! But it's impossible! He can't be here! He touch my shoulders softly. Just like he did before. I can still remember it exactly. Slowly, I raise my head, looking at the person standing in front of me.
He's smiling, but with tears. I never see him like that before. He was always making me laugh with his jokes, smiling whenever I seems to blushing with his action, and always give me a good time. This time, it's different. He totally had tears in his eyes that he tries to hold.
I stand up. Looking at him deeply. I wish I could hug him, but there's so many people here. As if he knows what I want, he pull me towards him, hugging me tightly, as if he don't wanna let me go. I startled. Don't know wether I should hug him back or just let him be. But I can really feel the warm of his hug. I can feel the love he's holding inside himself.
I try to push him after a few moments. Afraid people will make it viral. He still got the tears in his eyes. His nose, lips are red. Even his ears. I could surely see how he's feeling right now.
"I love you, (Y/N) ah.." with that he kiss me dearly. I almost can't breathe, but then I can't stop myself from kissing him back. I've always waiting for this moment. Even I start to fill my eyes with tears at that time. People are starting to take pictures, but he seems like he don't care.
After the kiss, he continues
"All this while, I thought I just like you because you're my fan. But today when I know it's the last day you're here, I can't stop myself from thinking that I will lose you forever, and I don't want that to happen," he explains.
I can't respond to that since I don't know how this relationship will bring us. I mean, this might be the last time that we meet. Why does he needs to tell me all this right now!
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